Me? Or my family?

 If I had to choose between the two, I would choose my family because I don't think I can go through a day knowing I chose myself over them. I would feel so self fish and then I would feel like I messed up and would have that on top of me like weights that I wouldn't go anywhere.

 That's why I would choose my family over myself. But then I know my family would want me to choose myself. Just as them wanting to choose me is a good enough reason to choose them over myself. Plus family is family you never give up on them, they are the people who make you, you! They are the ones that always believe in you when you don't believe in yourself. So this is why I would be crazy not to pick my wonderful family over myself.